Left Unspoken

so i got msg from cousin and thought that there will be no plan on sat for the 1st time
but then he wanted to visit arief @ AH and then went out
so we met and it was raining
we are cousin until that what we wore are the same
but something started to change
we like lost the same interest ever since he enter NS
we dunt have the common topic nowadays
luckily arief joined us if not...haiz....
i felt so awkward wit cousin nowadays but dunt know why
now im abit in peace
no more project and no more presentation
i've told my mum bout me retaining and she was ok wit it as long as i graduate
then the worst happen
i think i got i sign of acute myocardial infarction layman heart attack
but i didnt tell anyone except fatin,alvin,arief and cousin
theres this super sharp pain in the heart rush up my aorta and radiated to the back
the abit breathless and when i took a deep breath, it hurts like shit man