Left Unspoken

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

lee teuk

khyuyun

ryeowook

i came across some songs that catches my heart

i was surfing the youtube watching video of suju

then i saw them dueting witn snsd

so there was two songs that i was 'wow' by

the 1st one was 'way back into love' sang be khuyun, donghae, teoyon and jessica

nice man espeacially when kyunyun and teoyon duet...

2nd ond was falling slowly sang by sungmin and sunny...beutiful...

the softer side of them...never knew...

i noe ppl will say this are all old songs but when the original artist sing may not be as nice

then i came across video on suju 2nd album

they were doing this relay talk where each members have to talk bout the next one on line...

leeteuk was talking bout ryeowook dongsaeng and how they grew from stranger to who they are now...they treat each other like biological hyung and dongsaeng....

then ryeowook suppose to say something bout khyuyun but he did mention the same thing bout leeteuk being his biological hyung...and i realize that they the two of them(leeteuk and ryeowook)really meant what they say...the weren't scared to show off their softer side

they are very emotional guys...just like me i think bcoz of that, thats why when the 1st time i saw there shows im into leeteuk and ryeowook onli...not in the gay way though...-_-!!!

so i went to search more on ryeowook and found a prank video of suju

it was a set up scene by khyuyun to make everyone cry so he said something about breaking up

then ryeowook started to cried very badly..others was onli tears down their cheeks

then sungmin and leeteuk hyung went to him to consult him...

he is a very soft guy,emotional and he not afraid of that...yes he is enotionally weak but he is brave enough to admit it and show his real self which many guys cunt...

salute to my dearest suju ryeowook hyung may you succed...

btw suju might be breaking up due to a conflict on their salaries...sad sad sad...

Sunday, December 27, 2009

so finally get to blog
so many thinngs happening and so much to say
i just dunt feel like doing anything rite now espeacially with cousin
not that i hate him or what but it's just that he kept talking about NS
i mean when one book out from NS leaves everything there
dunt always talk bout it
his topic is always NS stuff and he always say "you dunt know cos u havent been to NS"
i mean if u noe that,then dunt talk bout it rite???
then on friday it was so awkward
i didnt say a single word or discuss bout anything
i just played with my hp and hiid's PSP while they all chitchat
then i've been going to town for the whole week so often that i get bored of it
then another topic pop out
it's bout dayah,ninie,apul & apheas....
what!!!!like they care bout us
ninie har!!!she always the spoilt one the troubled one and she called me nonsense
dayah worst then ever, never kept her words always 'bubble' us...pang seh...
apul not much just listen to ninie onli...they and their 'B....' irritating
bear...haiz...i waited 2yrs for my blog but in the end....
he igive me the impression that he is te kinda people that forget his friends
i cunt confirm that cos i am not him
i just cunt wait for everything to go as plan
i plan to stay in singapore for 5years and save up enough to work overseas
then after that i just forget bout all this things and people
yesterday went out with the clique was a change of fresh air
just that haz wasn't there coz of work
we watch the chipmunk...SO CUTE!!!!!!
avatar was awesome man best movie of the year i'll say...

Sunday, December 20, 2009

so i got msg from cousin and thought that there will be no plan on sat for the 1st time
but then he wanted to visit arief @ AH and then went out
so we met and it was raining
we are cousin until that what we wore are the same
but something started to change
we like lost the same interest ever since he enter NS
we dunt have the common topic nowadays
luckily arief joined us if not...haiz....
i felt so awkward wit cousin nowadays but dunt know why
now im abit in peace
no more project and no more presentation
i've told my mum bout me retaining and she was ok wit it as long as i graduate
then the worst happen
i think i got i sign of acute myocardial infarction layman heart attack
but i didnt tell anyone except fatin,alvin,arief and cousin
theres this super sharp pain in the heart rush up my aorta and radiated to the back
the abit breathless and when i took a deep breath, it hurts like shit man

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

ya so yesterday we went out to enjoy

me, fatin and alvin dongsae

we wanted to play lan game for 10hrs but that is only for internet not L4D

and so fatin finally lost her vagin of L4D2...lol...

one thing about going out with fatin is that dunt trust her when it comes to meeting time

she will never be on time

we then we to look for peace centre

omg!!!so far man

cunt believe that no one can read the sign next to peace centre

then we ate macdonald

luckily it was cheap if not...

play and play and play then wanted to play pool

so decided to go dhoby ghout to check out

but in the end we got to find out that it was wayyy expensive man

so we have to follow fatin to ochard centre to shop at cotton onn

guess what???alvin cunt say "finder keeper loser weeper" properly lol....

'actury' fatin cunt pronounce actually...lol...

and for me...well...i mispronounce fabric to 'fibric'...lol...

maybe because of all the korean show i've watch

their bad english is really...well...kinda affecting me...lol...

but i just love watching super junior...so cool man...lol...papo!!!!lol...

Sunday, December 13, 2009

so yesterday was supposed to be our outing to marina barrage

but thanks to someone our plan had to cancel

i mass msg the day before to everyone

so if anyone wanna back out just do it then not last min

so around 11am that very morning hiid msg me saying that he and faz cunt make it coz studying

like WTF lah...my mum alrd cook so much for me to bring and in the end wasted

so frustrated man

so we had a change of plan to go bugis sincehamli wanna get something there

then we meet farhan and went shisha

then lan had tis plan to irritate dayah but the plan back fired

basically i had enough of them and they freaking attitude

im simply just dissapointed because they just totally forget the vow we made

then today i went to arief house to finish my project

i was put to collade the survey alone but i managed to finish it

but i didnt sent cos i didnt have hidayah email

and skandar is any help at all

tml is the presentation and i cunt open the ppt slide

well wat to do when u got this ppl as ur group mate

Friday, December 11, 2009

today i cried...

in my dream tat is

so i wake up early this morning to pray and had an hr till i have to get ready for school

so i sleep and start to dream

in my dream i found an mp3 and had a name printed on it

then i felt this ache in the heart like she is part of me

in my dream there was a guy that was following me

he was watching out for me w/o me knowing

then i continue walking aimlessly until i reach my grandparent old house

there i saw her...her laughter...her beauty...

she is like an angel coming out of the light

i ran towards her but the faster i ran the further she get

until the point where she dissapered just like that

my heart ache and started crying

it felt so real that it woke me up and tears roll down my cheeks

today viva vosay was okay and managed to answer all the qns

then i was assign to handle the survey form

so stressed...so many things to do

then i have plan for tml outing and wk13 outing to ubin

yesterday me and alvin went to simlim to check the laptop

and learnt new things bout computer

my dream computer cost $2300 with touchsreen LCD player

we went shisha after that so fun!!!!

we blow smoke into bubbles and make a smoky bubble...

then i was super hungry and decided to go home to eat

when i reach home...ARGH!!!!!

THERE WAS NOTHING ELSE LEFT FOR ME TO EAT...

and now im feeling hungry again...

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

life is so boring and dull
how i wish it can just be like my dream
just the way i like it
today sub msg me asking whether im in amk or not
so i wonder y
then she told me that she left her shoe bag in the bus and wanna me to retrieve it back
but too bad i dunt have school today
so just stayed home
arief asked me what is my nursing pants size coz he wanna borrow
oh ya...he burn alot of his clothing already lol...
he just cunt handle the iron lol...
so i came to amk to play L4D while waiting for him
then we finally finish playing the last campaign without hiid
the last time we played with him we didnt even survive the 1st round
so i wonder is it he not gd or we werent focus and came to conclude that he not good lol...
then we ate at yusof shop or also known as hardy mirza's shop
we felt so weird ordering plain dish
mee soto and mee rebus without vegetable a.k.a mee baby
the hawker is a bit weird cos at time he joke around with us but at time he act like dunt know us
the managed to chat about our memories of working in IMH
just missed those fun guys(my patients) awwww...

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

this is so stupid

just hate watching singapore idols

so obvious that sezairi and sylvia going through

none of them deserve to go to the final man

yes they can sing but none improve and prove to be the next idol

but what is obvious is that the organizer want slyvia to win this

and thanks to singapore idiol that i have nothing to watch tonight

so boring IDIOTS!!!!!

Monday, December 7, 2009

ya so i start to blog again thanks to jamal...
he help me with my blog everything...

just cunt wait for bear anymore...