Left Unspoken

today was soooooo tiring.....

only managed to get to sleep @ 12 noon after spongebob

cunt sleep the whole night

not the first time niwae

ever time i cunt sleep well,that morning i'll have a dream

the 1st time i dream that i got engaged to a friend but

the image of my fiance changed to someone else

who happen to another friend of mine....

the 2nd night i dream that i stole money and laptop from a friend of mine

and when he ask for it back,hiid and zul was there as my accomplice

and help me escape from him

then just now i got a dream of being chased

and im literally panting and cunt sleep

got woken by some weird noises the whole night

then when i managed to get some sleep at noon

my mum woke me up before 2pm...

ANIYO....why disturb me....thought of ignoring her but then

cousin msg me whether wanna go out or not

that is another weird things that is happening

one whole month of not contacting each other

on thursday i meet hiid

on friday i meet arief

and on friday night i meet hiid and jamal

then finally on sat i meet with ham, bear and cousin

its like slowly everyone i returning into my life...

lol...so weird...

hope that today is can managed to get @least 8hrs of sleep

and no more dreams...

so tired felt like collapsing...

nowaday dunt have appetite to eat too

one meals a day...

its kinda not good for me

my fingers are feeling numb at time

and feeling lethargic so frequent

today i only had dinner and yesterday i only had lunch

no no no no no......must changed my diet for my sake!!!!!

and after soooo long i finally meet two lady who i haven't seen

nana berok and mel

they say my appearance have changed

luckily managed to get abit of sleep when out with them

then otw back hm in the train we play

"doors closing"tik x11

we laugh so much that the person infront of us laugh too